real

you shut you brain and you just carry on. what else are you supposed to do when the world won’t shut up about how you still have 79 pages of psychology to cram into your brain and the dusty keys of the keyboard won’t stop screaming your name? the skies fall onto your soul as…

300 Follows!

What? You guys, this is amazing. AMAZING. Thank you to all of the people who follow us! I know I have been kinda pathetic at uploading new posts recently and I’m sorry. But now, I’m back and we’re going to kill it. Together. I also wanted to talk about the change in the blog’s title,…

200 follows!

So, it’s been a journey of a whole year which led me to this. Thank you to all the people who read my blog and to all those who like, comment and followed me. You may not know this, but these random, unexpected acts of kindness nurture a sound future for me. There have been many…

100 follows!

What? It seems like just yesterday I had 27 followers and look at me right now. I love you guys so much and you don’t know how much I appreciate y’all for following me and taking the time to read out my blog. As I mentioned earlier in my post I love my readers! this…

Fragile

Today, I was watching a video of Vlogbrothers called How to Never Feel Embarrassed Again and it set me off thinking. In this video, Hank says how if you not value the other person’s opinions, you won’t really find anything they say embarrassing. And that set me off thinking about the fragility of our self esteem and…

Hopelessness

The walls were closing around onto me too fast, too soon. The cliffs on either side haunted me, looming over like a great cloud of depression, showing me what I missed. A great wave of insecurity washed me over. I was drowning and I could see no lifeguards, no mermaids even. Was this it? The…

The beginning 

It seems like our infinity has been infinitely reduced. The future is shrinking, causing us to become restless. The earthquakes in Nepal are just the beginning. The world is ceasing to exist like we believe it to. People are dying. Soon, the human civilization will be reduced to nothing, perhaps just a page in a…

Despair

Is this what frustration feels like? Nothing seems shiny anymore. It’s like; my soul has ripped in two. One part craves kindness, and the other dreads it. Anything sweet, shiny is like antimatter to me, it annihilates as soon as it comes in contact with me. These days I spend locked in a cocoon. Even…

Reminiscence

I try to shrug off the feeling but it just doesn’t seem to stop haunting me. As I went home on that day, my mind was constantly being bombarded with millions of thoughts. What did I do? Why did she say that? We were best friends, star crossed lovers, sisters and what not. We were…

Come back, be here

These scars penetrate deep in my soul. There’s no going back. There’s just the future. Going back to the past and trying to change it is impossible. We need to make a better future. We can’t just sit back and cry out our losses. We need to work hard and try to shape our future….

Unfurling of misery

It was finally over. Months of crying, cursing life and all of its inhabitants were over. The labyrinth of suffering had been pricked and i was free. I know not, or why I was unhappy. I just know that I was sad and particularly directionless. I cried because there was nothing else to do. Sorrow…

Growing up

Remember the times when we believed in fairies, and magic, and all those things that never actually existed. Figments of our imagination, taking form, living in a make-believe world, and praying for things we knew we could never get, not even in our wildest dreams. Thinking that someone resides above, above the clouds and listens…